I’m flawed. so are you.

ima in a happy mood^^

What beautiful days the last week had brought me, hopefully the preceeding week will have more lovely moments for me to reminiscence about. Hmm, on second thought, highly unlikely eh cause the dreaded exams are nearing/coming/come/came –> (hopefully, soon enough)

Anyways, san san san, heh. i’m very excited about our mini-plan la..haha..wonder what the results will be like. =) Thank you for participating in this kinda silly experiment with me. =D

Looking forward to the day we can sip coffee together again at TCC or wherever that has got great ambience and cute waiters. Oh ya, and er..great coffee. heh *grins kidding la, just being with u girls make the occasion so picture perfect and heartwarming leh.

I don’t know but, the feeling was really awesome, u feel so relax, happy and contented just sitting on those damn couch and talking away. Any viable explaination for this phenomenal rush of endorphins for such a simple equation?

Anyway was looking forward to a repeatition of history when Jo came back from UK; but becos our lecture ended at 10pm all coffee joints (according to my limited knowledge =) ) had already taken their last orders and wouldn’t take more. So guess where we went?

We went to Lorong 21 Geylang to have durian wakakaka. Cute la. =) Not very nice durians but very nice talk with a a friend we had dearly missed and will dearly miss again when the new sch term starts for her. The durians were small and pathetic and not very sweet; blah wonder if the durian uncle will come online and sue me for defamation or something. better put disclaimer: i stated that base on my limited and sparse knowledge of durian and on the verdict of my very-unprofessionally-durian-trained tastebuds. There, safe.

ha. i talk ao much crap 4 what, heh. maybe its the coffee okie fine, its just that i wanna procrasinate i don’t wanna study though i have too. BLAH. The pains of being a student. heh. but i like =)) especially the student concession perks during lunch time *cheappo-lo =))

Anyway, JO! i saw my little pic pasted on your cupboard in the UK. =) wah. ima so happy and touched, at last i have my picture somewhere in some other part of the world. heh. the first step to fame *BLAH =D

Anyways, hope u all are doing fine peeps, lets all go for kopi-peng at some posh place with some nice sofa after our exams. Love u all very much. =)

Gambalimasho for the exams ya..whatever it is i’m just a phone call away, eh. Very applicable to my Casse! hehe, cos her exams approaching first, see, u should have entered NUS with me *grins  Fighting ya!

Gotta do thy essay and clear some of my many responsibilities.

With munchie monkeys,

Mae

-Timeless-

DBSK- ‘O’ is a great dance number la..=)) haha..Its playing on my WMP now and i can’t seem to think of anything of what to type..the only voices i hear in my head are reiterating the song’s beat and lyrics albeit me not knowing what they mean at all la. Totally clueless.

I heard its about the chaos the world is facing now and how nuclear arsenals are damaging our beloved mother-earth. But, heh. I’ll just remain contended singing the ‘O…OooooOOo." part la^^

haha. why am i talking about all these? Spread the love so says Ivy^^

Anyway theres something i wanna declare since Dec 2006. Death Note 2 is the best movie of 2006 hahaha. (what were u anticipating la San san san? :p) The plot is one that screams ‘kakkoi!!" and so clever ar. haha. The intricate process of how Kira trys to outsmart everyone with his accrurate predictments of everyelse’s (excluding L’s) reaction, left me quite in awe of his dexerity. What a smart arse. Critics say the show borders on the realm of fantasy and comes across as being very unrealistic and unbelievable.

Aiya heck what critics say la, Kira’s cute face (not to mention prefectly-sculpted eyebrows - hehe) and his even more KAWAIIIII girlfriend’s face is more than enough to salvage that shortcoming. To everyone out there who thinks L is hot. - what were u thinking ar? Save for his brains, his excessive sweet tooth and the queer way he picks up his phone and says ‘moshi moshi’ his character seems kinda hollow & detached.

Oh well, nonetheless, it was an awesome movie and definitely worth my $7.50^^Pity that Kira and L characters had to be exited before the end of the show. No more kick liao. aiyayaya. Looking forward to what the Nippon would bring us this year. ^^

In the meantime, one litre of tears here i come^^

what an awesome day. (:

Food and more glorious food.

-i’m loved by me peeps- 

Well, i like to think so lah^^  hahaha !

*smiles

What a languid saturday afternoon..

  i’m not particularly enamored of afternoons they make me lethagic and restless. It doesn’t help when u have some unhealthy air surrounding u - given with love from our fellow SEA country. hurhur.

  hoho. Think i better sleep the humid afternoon away, escapism is good sometimes especially when the way to go about it is to sleep. heh. (: Stay Happy peeps^^

  Happy birthday to my lovely best friend^^On 22 Oct, u turn 19! Ima so proud and blessed to have such a focus and determined friend like you. Hee! Ya lah, u are also very lovable, fun and definitely a joy to be with. ^^ May we have many happy & crazy years ahead *smiles. haha. I can’t wait for the day when we go out to play and not to study haha *grins* cos we always end up bitching/lamenting about how miserable and appalled we’ve been feeling since college (: - haha. in other words, thanks for injecting entertainment into my drudgery hours. Cheers to u with a cuppa soya bean milk -hoho- Love ya pal!

                            hoho. joy to the world

Taking a step back to watch the world, quit talking so much to start listening more, quit socialising so much to learn solitary.

Appreciating trials to attain maturity, accepting differences to judge effectively, quit being stubborn to avoid animosity.

Learning not to care so much to breathe easily.

Grow up la. heh

I like da zoo. (: heh. If u asked me what i had seen in the zoo? "Monkey here monkey there monkey everywhere." $20 to see the largest primate collection in the world. BLAH!

The Rhino pen was foul-smelling, none of the animals smelt good (ho. what a surprise.) and u always fear the possibility of a swinging primate dropping sum shyt on u- not to mention the traumatic experience u have to live with if THE swinging primate falls on u.

No hot Japanese/Korean spotted (-boo-too bad for us girls ^^) though there were many people feeling hot around. The Caucasians were perspiring so were the South Asians and Southeast Asians and the animals i bet were sweating. No free drinks around (boo) only vending machines that so kindly dispense drinks at $2.90 a bottle! Man, i wonder who carries his/her piggy-bank around in the zoo. No wonder the drinks in the machine are fully stocked and NUS ones are always empty. (at 50cents a cuppa! - it makes NUS look altruistic)

We totally skipped the reptiles area as all 3 of us agreed we have seen more than enough scaly skin, courtesy of the lizards at home.

i’m so tired i can’t think of anything else to say. Despite all the nonsense i’ve said, the zoo experience was cool la. Recording all these for reference in the future, as it’ll probably be years before we would step in the zoo together once more- the 3 of us once again. (:

Jo! why never photoshoot(heck wats e program called?) away my humongous pimple? haha. Insecurities revealed to the world man. (:

The Zoo was great so were the 3 of us!

off to go bed jumping.

Its 1.03am the 28th June 2006.

And, I’m hungry. hahaha (:

Fine, i can almost hear TJJ laughing.

Its sweet to sit with a friend in the midst of a crowd and snack on some after-9pm-50%-discount food. All these, whilst sipping heavenly choco-latte- That CLAIMS to be low-in-fat. heh.  haha.

Heaven. (:

Afterwhich, u go meet your best friend and enjoy the chocolate ice-cream cone u had adored since u were a kid.

For life’s simple pleasures: $3.00

hoho. Cheapo-lo

The contentments of friendship: Priceless.

its march now. One more tiring and draining month before i can stand on the grouds of Taisekiji and feel what i have been so far have been all worthwhile.

I enjoy my job i really do-a nice boss whom u can tell stuffs to. lovely colleagues (we always share food^^ my mouth never stops munching or talking here (: ) Job scope wise is okay, but what bugs me would be the workings hours.

Horrendous, miserable and terrible working hours = no flexibility or time for my practice or study ): I don’t even have time for my family and my angels ): haha. let me lament a sad story.. Last Saturday. it was the tuning of age birthday celebration for my cousin/god-sis at Tanah Merah Chalet. Wonderful. I managed to leave 3 hours brfore work end that day (9pm!) so i could rush down to the party. haha. At the end of the day i was at the losing end- i did arrived at the part but i went up to the room and slept through the celebration! urgH! haha. wo kan bu kai ar! ;b

i miss u all so much. ):

I don’t like this kinda life though i can get used to it, but its pulling me away from the main pleasures in my life. Also, i seem to be losing sync of the purpose that brought me here in the first place and my objectives.

fine. i think i gotta leave this little pristine heaven of a workplace (^^haha. eh not excalty la) haha. and live my life with my main objective in life as my guide. (:

I think i have enough now to leave Singapore in April thanks to a great deal of shoten zenjins in my life.

Meiji strawberry milk is really good!! Dried cranberries are really nice and peanut sweets are not bad too ((:

heyhey, look on the bright side- i now realise its actually possible to enjoy your job.

Find a job u enjoy and u never have to work for a day. ((: Cool.

wah. I typed an email for over an hour man. haha. Incredulous! Yeah, i had alot to say infact i wasn’t finish but i was starting to bore myself when i was typing and reading concurrently. haha. Cos the email’s very lor so. Paiseh ar my dear in-charges ((:

Much to do many to do alot to do. Nvm, its all for the good of Singapore’s propagation. Ima taking a break now^^ Just saw the 2006 Tampines List. I was like ‘WOAH’ (0-0)!!! Gonna be a busy year for us  ((: Busy days ahead for us too..

Oooh!! Lovely day today! Went shopping, got a pair of Jeans and a pair of shoes! All ah Lor fault - she and her influential activity haha. I dun do impluse buying but it was love at first sight for me and the purple shoes! Maybe it was only one-sided but heck, shes now mine. My baby! *Brilliant! haha. The boss of the shop was nice, but half the time lor had to translate for me cos he spoke in dialect. The jeans was a great buy cos ah lor noes him! haha. My walking discount coupon! *maukz*  Hope u are feeling better now sis ((:

Well, i still can’t figure out why he ish doing what he is doing to her. Its doesn’t make any cow/chicken sense to me. Could it be a gender difference? Tats why we deal with issues differently. Or could be due to the fact tat hes eccentric and thats the queer manner he deals with problems? But, its at the expense of her pain and heartache. Oh well, i chose not to comment much though i had alot to say and many speculations brewing in my mind. Instead, i chose to quietly listen and eat my la mian and xiao long bao haha. Cos, i guess the best thing i can do for her ish to remain by her side and be there for her whenever she needs us. As i say, viva la sisters of 4.

At the end of the day, just like how it was like we were back then 4 years ago: a group of 4 and all single. 4 yrs on: We are all single and swinging sisters haha.  yaya sistahood forever.

ooh. had free Starbucks kopi with Anthea on Thursday^^ Nice kopi but at the end of the day we paid for it. Since its for charity,its not nice to just ‘take, go and be gleeful’  Its perspectival. so shut up.

haha. Meida pestered me to play mahjong. I outrightly rejected. heh! *evil grins ooh. Topshop Adidas Vintage collection 30% off leh. Ima do advertising for it man. Rush to get yr pretty adidas while i snuggle with my pretty purple shoes^^

Long day tomorrow got a wedding to attend and the one month birthday celebration of my little nephew! New addition to da family^^ Very excited to see the little tyke! Hee! It seems like only yesterday when i was at his older bro’s one month celebration and now its da big day of another little one. hahahaha *ecstatic

Buffet and red eggs here ima come! oooh..Durian Puffs!

Dunoe why am blogging so much, ok, just more than usual these days ((:

I guess it has almost everything to do with the fact that all my close buddies have found jobs or are busy studying. Suddenly, without anything to do, i feel kinda lost too. For the past..gawd noes how long, ima have always felt overwhelmed by school and other deamand la. Now then school is gone and now that my buddies are occupied with stuffs, i’ve decided to instead forcus on my general well-being. hahaha. It founds funny. My general Well-being. In other words, do what i wanna do for myself. Ok, besides my duties in religion matters, other stuffs i do should now revolve around mememe!! hahaha  ((: Ima being very self-centred here^^

ooh well, haha. i got myself all excited over that prospect^^ hmm..gonna clean and pack up my room nicely once and for all after this. Then scatter sum daisies and roses here and there for that lovely scent. haha. crap. Nahz..room’s kinda neat now. No more mountainous stack of notes lying around everywhere and anywhere haha..those were gone after my last paper^^ so wats left to do is just the decorating and beautifying aspect. Hurrah.

Anyway ima wonder whats everyone doing..i mean all my sistas and buddies..hmm..here goes a short list. Its not everyone who matters but it speaks a hella lotta of how it is high time Mae got a darn job. haha

Dolldoll: Studying + Meeting service officer thanks for the piicss sweetie!! *muakz

Lor: Studying *German anyone? ((:

Anthea: Working and getting her home touched up^^

Meida: er jie ar..she found a job le as a promoter^^ Jia you wor while i focus on my general Well-being haha

Paperclouds: Working for her papa

Jo: In cambodia! or is it Loas? Myanmar? dunoe la. but i guess the natives there are kinda from the same origins right? I noe abt the Karens and aboriginals in Myanmar. But,how abt the others? Oh. The thoughts i ponder on. Boo to Mae’s Human Geography!

Backpacking must be darne exciting and fun. Pity i can’t join Jo backpacking in Germany )): Daddy’s propably gonna strangle me then stuff me in a backpack b4 he agrees. er. Morbid. haha. Nvm, travelling can wait my friend! ((: Lets conquer Thailand together first Speaking of which, Daddy’s overseas now, miss him so. Hopefully he’ll get more Chanel stuffs more mummy and me! But, usually he gets for mama only ((: aAawwww…  ^^

Casse: Working at Suntec..lolx. U owe me a BIG story! ((: lubb` u!

Josey: Studying at Sentosa, my poor child. hmm..one day ima pei u to sch and back k!! ((: since ima now so free haha. then try the chinese rice stall u’ve been complaining abt *muakz

Xiao wei: Also working..((: I lub toking to u pal! ((: wah. dun ka chiao me with u-noe-who already leh. hahaha. he is like my xiao di and ima not into jie-di lian wan ar!!

Jia Sheng aka Ah sheng: ever so busy with his post as Chairman of his community service club and working at this sushi bar! haha. Dun overtire yrself buddy! Ima yong yuan zhi chi ni! haha ((: Must go Japan ar! then cum backand be sushi-master haha..and must make sushi for me again!

Eva: hmm..shes looking fora job too..haha..she excited to wrap presents ar^^ haha.. Toyareus ishgood option! then can see little boys!!!!!!! hahahaha.. wah pristine heaven eh!! ;b good luck with yr job search (:

Neo Jia ying haha..((: Working also lolx. haha..will be unemployed in Jan eh? haha ((: Make me laff and laff ar u. Waiting for u to kana retrench so u can join me onmy General well being programme hahaha.

wah ((: ima love them so much. Thinking abt them just made my day haha. lolx. score one for Mae’s General Well-Being Programme. ((:

Okie gotta cut the crap, gotta go down for second interview with Meida. Gotta wear office wear zzz. ima starting to miss my uniform days. haha. Never wore office wear b4, wonder how queer i would look. ciaoz then. wish me luck ((:

Hollaback Girl!!!!!!   

B ish for? hahaha

B is for Boat.

whahahaahhaa. self amusement. -out-

Its 2am. Discovery channel is screening ‘World’s Greatest Motorcycle’. I smile at their uncreative programme title.

haha. okie.i am troubled. Everyone’s asleep now, well everyone i was talking to just now. Been online for so long with the purpose of formatting my chapter’s namelist.

Problem is i dunoe how to go abt doing it. i know what to do, but i dunoe how. Well, this is the first obstacle i face since agreeing to be an in charge. I am honoured to be chosen, cos its an honour to be able to do my part in Singapore’s kosenrufu.

However, i fear of the tedious and heavy tasks that comes with that honour. Having said that, i know i have nothing to fear becos i have Gohonzon. yeap, but i better brace myself for it. I’ll definitely try. Not only that, i’ll give my best shot. ((: Next thing now, is keeping up this determined mind and spirit.

yes. i will. and i will definitely bear in mind that chances are created, i cannot be the person i have been after my exams. Slacking my life away thinking its my reward. haha. Chances don’t cum by, even if they do, dun take for granted they do Mae.

Create them.

ok, this entry is important to remind myself of that. yeap yeap. Back to the little ‘assignment’ i have.I think am gonna call Aileen instead of procrasinating. Procrasinating is NEVER healthy. and tell her truthfully. Oh dear, i need lotsa lotsa guidance. There’s always a difficult first step to everything, now ima gonna take that first step  ((:

Always bearing in mind, whatever u do wrong or right, so long as its done with the intention of serving Gohonzon and achieving KosenRufu, it is a good and divine deed. ((:

okay. at last i have penned my thoughts down. At least i now have this lil entry to remind myself to perform up to my present committment and responsibility.

Today, meida got a job it sounds good and ideal. Ima happy for her though i am now short of a job-searching Khaki ((: Not excalty job-seaching khaki cos we did more shopping, eating and getting lost more than anything. *grins

Thanks pal for expressing concern towards that job at that Tanjong Pagar place haha. I understand where u are cuming from. I do agree with u, but ima’s intention of getting a job now is to learn and since i am able to gain leadership skills from that profession; i am open to it. Well, we’ll see how the 2nd interview goes later^^ ooh buddy, i told my mama abt it and she said it entirely up to me though she do agree with yr parents^^ haha. Parents are all alike, will support thier child no matter what and will always be ever so concerned. ((:

I think this entry bores many dun bother reading la. its entirely for my own viewing. haha ok..better be more pertinaous in creating chances for myself ((: yeap.

Life ish brilliant.

ciaoz. gotta get my work done now^^

Everyone’s asleep..

i shouldn’t have taken a cuppa coffee during the day )):